I was raised in conservative Jewish society. I grew up watching guys fuck with whoever while I was supposed to be fucking virginal. The instant I got any sexual knowledge of my own, I was seen as a major threat..either that, or as easy.

It’s a game. Pretending to be virginal but actually having tons of experience.

And it’s exhausting. And heartbreaking.

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